Today I learned that sometimes life just sucks for you and the person who made it suck doesnâ€™t have to suffer. Sometimes you just gotta take the humongous L. I gave my love, my heart to a guy. I found out heâ€™s been cheating for two months. He says he loves us both and is confused. So I told him to cut her off and he said he did, he didnâ€™t. We had been going back and forth between him just wanting to be friends and him telling him he loves me and wanted to marry me. Well... tonight is when I find out he didnâ€™t cut her off. Heâ€™s choosing her but he keeps asking to be friends saying how he still loves me. Kinda sucks too cause I been kinda depressed for a bit and Iâ€™m really fighting it now. And to make it worse, sheâ€™s better looking tbh. So he,cheats, chooses the better looking chick and wants to be friends w me cause supposedly he still â€ślovesâ€ť me. There is no good in this for me. Only for him and heâ€™s the one who tore me apart. He was my only friend, all the others moved away or are about to. Iâ€™m not good at social things. I really did give him my whole heart and he used the love I gave to him and gave it to another woman. Funny, I thought Iâ€™d be moved in with him on the next couple months and married a few months after that. Fascinating how a person can make you love that hard and have no problem hurting you so bad. Iâ€™m hurt, Iâ€™m truly hurt and thereâ€™s nothing I can do about it but wait.