1: I literally Cannot go to sleep without checking if the door is locked at least 2 times, Iâ€™ll check if the stove is off, and then about 5 minutes later, Iâ€™ll go back and check it again because I feel like someone or something might have turned it off to try and kill us (I know I know it sounds crazy)
2. Sometimes when I pray, I canâ€™t help but horrible thoughts run through my mind, like I did in a fire..itâ€™s like I canâ€™t control then and Iâ€™m asking for them??
3. I use excessive amount of soap (almost go though half a bottle a day. And I wash my hands 3x each time I go to wash them. So about total of 15x a day
4. At night, I canâ€™t go to sleep unless I have gone on my phone for at least 3 hours and it ends up being 1:00am , like Iâ€™ve tried to leave my phone and go to sleep at about 10:00 but I feel like crying