I just feel like this is the time to do it. I really have no hope left. Everything is just overflown. I canâ€™t take my motherâ€™s abusive words towards me anymore. I havent seen my biological dad in 12 years and my stepdad is an asshole who I give less of a **** about. My mom calls me names every single day and manipulates me and makes me feel SO ******* worthless. (I swallowed pills because of her last week..) I feel lonely and friendless. I HATE my body and the way I look so much. I have no goal in life. I have NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO EVERY SINGLE DAY AND I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I DONT KNOW WHAT DO I JUST WANT TO FEEL LOVED FOR ONCE. School is very fcking stressful and I always feel like crying when Iâ€™m there. I donâ€™t know what to man. I honestly really feel like suicide is the last option. I donâ€™t know if there is anything that will change my mind..Iâ€™ve contemplated this for years. This feels like the time to do it.