For the past month I have been really paranoid about death after an accident I wa in. I am a strong believer in God and know that he saved me for a reason, but for some reason I am still paranoid. Last week all of a sudden I started to feel like I wasnâ€™t here. Iâ€™m not sure how to describe it, it feels like Iâ€™m in a cloud, I donâ€™t feel real. I got some lab results back from two weeks ago and I found out I was anemic so Iâ€™m not sure if thatâ€™s why I feel so off or not. It started getting worse, I now have obsessed about the concept of life and how we are in our own bodies. It sound very weird but it creeps me out. I continue to pray, but I just donâ€™t like the way I feel.