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My social anxiety keeps getting worse and I don’t know what to do

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I have always been shy growing up bc I was teased & bullied a lot for my skin color (I’m Hispanic but very fair) and bc of my weight, I’ve always been naturally thin. I’ve always hated my skin color and my body. back in high school it was really bad but it got better after my senior year. I’m now in my early 20’s, a junior in college and I noticed my anxiety coming back. But worse. I’m still pretty thin but I gained like 10-15 pounds since HS and I come from a curvy family so I have wide hips but still feel too thin. I’ve embraced being a light Hispanic. But I’m still struggling with my body. I eat FINE and A LOT & I’m still not able to gain weight like other people. I’ve tried working out to tone up but have no motivation because “it didn’t help” in the past. I can’t wear certain clothes because I don’t think they look good on me. I always have to wear a long cardigan that covers my butt so people don’t see how “flat” it is. The thing is though, everyone around me says I look completely fine. My family, my bf, my friends. If I looked “anorexic” I’m pretty sure they would’ve freaked out & told me something by now. But the thing is I FEEL that thin. I look in the mirror & I’m disgusted. Going out I always feel like people are staring at me and thinking “omg she looks sick” when I really don’t. Every time I see some1 looking I think they’re judging me. It’s getitng in the way of everything & I’m starting to just hate people because I feel like they’re always staring at me.


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